Hi I never update here because I got a new dA ; 3 ;
WHICH I WILL ACTUALLY TELL YOU NOW
~Pizza-Rolls <--- that's my new dA, incase you didn't already know xD;;

ANYWAYS:

There's this contest that I decided to enter!
[link]
using this song

So if you have a nico please mylist/comment/watch that!!
and if you don't then it's all goooood homies :3c

(I'm sorry if you follow me on more then one place and you see me spamming this video everywhere OTL)

You can now buy Circus Monster!!
[link]

If you have the extra money, I'd very much appreciate if you bought this EP!
I'm saving up for a Vocaloid3 starter pack and I have nowhere near enough moneys right now OTL

I've returned all the points to the people who commissioned me because I probably wont be finishing them yo
and I feel bad for keeping the points this long OTL

If you gave me points for a commission and I didn't give you your points back, please tell me! D: I might have forgotten you because I lost my list of people who commissioned me OTL

Also I have a new twitter:
[link]

Because I am an attention whore >:C and I need to tell you guys ALLLLL the sites I re-join.

_{Except for dA. I wanna keep that one a secret}

With my last journal I had been awake for 25 hours straight with no sleep OTL and I was in rage mode
I was trying to tell you people that I wasn't the bad guy, but neither is GHPZ!!

Please don't flame him or get mad at him or anything OTL that's literally like the ONLY douche-y thing he's done _{(Well, "Douche-y" in my eyes. He may be right though, maybe I subconsciously stole his song pff)}, and other than that he's a pretty awesome person!
He's an awesome producer, even if he doesn't own vocaloid!!
And now I feel terrible for making that journal OTL

I'm sorry

But still the other people who ruined my week must die :I I am not a pocaloid using scumbag or the worst vocaloid producer ever
I TRY HARD HRNGG


...

This week it has been decided that I am
1. A no-good stealing theif
2. Horrible Pocaloid using scum
3. One of the worst Vocaloid producers in the universe
etc.

And surprisingly I did NOT bring these titles onto myself

I've been trying not to get butthurt because that's immature, I've been telling myself that it's just "constructive Critisism" or that "They're Probably Right And I Should Get Over It."
I mean, the reason I left before was apparently because of REAL critisism and opinions, so I thought that I just must not know the real meaning of those words. I've been letting it get to me ever since I left and rage quit though, gritting my teeth and Trying to get more "mature" in everyone elses eyes. Because apparently after I left I was literally considered the most immature scum of the vocaloid "community."

But I'm sick of this
I think I can tell what's complete bullshit or not.


To spare this journal from being a long "BAWW RANT RANT RANT" fest I'm only going to talk about one of those topics though.
My FORMER band made "GuitarHeroPianoZero" is making me look like a no good, non-crediting bastard.
[link]
His song == My song

Yes the styles are similar, but I did NOT rip his entire synth progression. Hell, I didn't rip ANYTHING.
I saw "Sidechaining" in his song that he sent me, and I thought it was the exact sound I was looking for!
I had a song idea (iNSaNiTY) that was supposed to be set up like my older songs, "Creepy Toast," "You Are Mine," etc.
However the 8bit progression I had was bland, because I was pretty much just like creepy toast. And I've been trying to recreate something like "Hold It Against Me" but with my own "style"
Not very original to begin with, no, but still.
So I asked him about it, and he showed me this youtube FL-studio tutorial person called "Fl-guru" or something. and I followed their instructions! ( [link] )
So yes, since we both apparently used the same guide it's obviously going to sound similar, but I did NOT steal it from him!
Yet he still wont shut up about how because I didn't "credit" him for this, It's caused him to have an extreme hate for me or something.

I've shown plenty of people small things like this, Hell I just taught a friend of mine the other day how to do something in FL-studio! but if she makes a song using that, do you think I'm going to hold it over he head and go into a jealous rage? No!! Because that'd be idiotic.


GHPZ, nothing personal, but please calm your tits and stop making me look like the "bad guy."

_{Also, Daniel, Stfu nobody loves you.}

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BUY IT SO I CAN MAKE MORE MUSIC
[link]
PLEASE I AM DESPERATE

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'cause some of you don't know where to download those songs

<sub>I'm still secretly proud of them
...
I MEAN, WHAT?
THEY'RE HORRIBLE
THEY SUCK DICK EW I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU WANT THEM BUT APPARENTLY YOU DO SO IMA UPLOAD THEM EVEN THOUGH I DON'T WANT TO
EEYUP

now give me compliments desu :3


I have no clue wtf I just said but if you wanted iNSaNiTY or mErcy click dat link up there, yo.

Yey for sarcasm

Ee-yup ima Brony</sub>

GUYS
[link]
OHHHH MAIIII GAWWWWWDDDDD

#Wendys-VocaloidRP#Wendys-VocaloidRP#Wendys-VocaloidRP#Wendys-VocaloidRP#Wendys-VocaloidRP

A wendy's x Vocaloid RP
Vocaloids working at Wendy's

HOW IS THIS NOT AWESOME!?

You should Join 'cause cool people are there and I'm thinking of Joining soon :U
_{Or maybe I already joined
Never gonna find me teehee}

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...am a homosexual
unf
<sub>I'm being serious
just thought I'd let you guys know, kthnx




Oh btw I'm somewhat not really back on youtube
[link]
I'm not really producing stuff, I'm just doing random shit
but still :U I'm not dead and I'm addicted to the internet

lol</sub>

Ohai

So something just kinda got to me

it seems like a majority of people are going "I WAS NEVER A FAN OF MATT9FIVE ANYWAYS" and bluhh bluhh lately, which I understand
And they seem to agree with me on how I'm like the scum of the vocaloid community, I brought crappy pop music into it and I'm a wannabe sango
Along with my biased-ness against Len n' shit

So you think they'd be happy I'm gone right?

_Nope.

They're the same people who go "WTF WHY'D YOU LEAVE!? GOD YOU'RE SO STUPID! YOU SHOULD'VE STAYED!!"

|:I Idc what you say, you just need to make up your minds and stick to your word.
Gawd.


<sub>I'm also not back yet 'cause I have finals and I'm still pretty scummy
not ready to come back yet, yo :c

Just felt like making a rant journal where a bunch of random people I don't know would go "OMG IKR" and agree with me
and write full on paragraphs about my opinions

gawd this is so weird

y u do dis

I'm an attention whore
LOVE ME</sub>

Edit: Apparently I wasn't clear enough.
I'm. Not. Coming. Back. Anytime. Soon.
_Gawd

Hi

Still taking a break
I didn't know if all my art would die if I left my account to die foreverz so I re-activated dA

Some people really liked my art, and I really liked them too! So I didn't want them to be gone forever because I don't have the files on my computer anymore
I'm smart lol

<sub>and people think the only reason I left youtube was because of some Criticism
Yeah, it was a major part of me leaving, but it wasn't the ONLY reason.

I feel too immature to be a "popular" person right now. I need to do some growing up lol. and I feel everyone agrees with me on that.


And stop Commenting to Jen about me
please

It's annoying

And don't follow her just because of me. My Glob you guys need to Lump off</sub>

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO DREW FANART FOR iNSaNiTY ; A ; EVEN IF I DON'T COMMENT I FAV IF I SAW IT AND OMG THE ONES I SAW ARE SO AWESOMEEEEE <3333

You guys, I posted my latest poll to decide when my next song will be released this month.

It's another collab with Azura
It's a slow piano song that builds up into a song like iNSaNiTy
It's in responce to iNSaNiTY
and I use VY1 for like the first time

It's finished
I even have the video all rendered out waiting to be uploaded

However at this rate it'll be uploaded May 24th

:U I DON'T WANNA WAIT THAT LONG but ok whatever you guys want -shot-

<sub>THE POLL ENDS AT MIDNIGHT EST
IF YOU WANT IT RELEASED SOONER GET ALL YOUR FRIENDS TO VOTE A DIFFERENT DATE D:< -shot-

Or not idc lol

Just letting you know c:</sub>

THAT BOY THAT KNOWS HOW TO TAKE CARE OF ME WONT BE JUST COMING OVER

[link]
CLICK THIS
IT IS IMPORTANT SERIOUS STUFF RIGHT HERE.

IMPORTANT
CLICK IT

_{YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO}

[link]
So I redid Aido

_{CHII THE UTAU IS DEAD. THECHIBICHII IS VERY WELL ALIVE LOL xD}

BTW JEN RANTED ABOUT ME KINDA
[link]
:U YEAHHH BOIII

I love you all

<sub>Just thought I'd let you know

but I love a certain person more then all of you combined man ; u ;
you know who you are</sub>

In case you didn't notice, commissions are kinda on hold
Because I don't feel like working on them OTL

But, that's more like the price of my commissions
I mean...10 points is cheap for a full chibi thingy, right? D: ifnotthenI'lllowerthepricefff
But yeah, the price is more-so the waiting for the pic OTL

I get like REALLY into drawing stuff. Like I did when I started my commissions and I draw like 5 in 2 days, and then suddenly I lose all urge to draw for a LONG time. But then the next time I feel like drawing, I draw even more and they're usually better so yeah :U

Idk when I'll be back into drawing fo srs though


Just though I'd let you guys know, yo :c

[link]

You know you want it to happen

<sub>Well, a majority of you probably don't cause you're mean Lady Gaga haters and I HATE YOU
But for the people I don't hate, IT COULDN'T HURT TO TRY! 8D

I mean, what else are you gonna do with your day anyways? lololol

I know I'm not doing anything with my life at all so yeah</sub>